So yesterday I found out that thanks to one of my company's partners that I will have the opportunity to attend VMWorld 2013 in San Francisco coming up in just a few weeks. This will be a large number of firsts for me: First time at VMWorld, first time at any kind of conference of this size, first time in the state of California, first time travelling a LONG way from home on my own (No co-workers are able to join me sadly) and the list probably goes on and on. I have lots of feelings about all of this but the primary two are the ones in the title: Excitement and Terror.
Excitement! I've heard lots of great things about the VMWorld experience and all that comes along with it. Learning about what's new from VMware and what will be coming soon, getting to hear from lots of industry experts about topics that I am interested in (PowerCLI / BC + DR / EUC here I come!) sounds just great.
Terror! I don't want to make excuses but I have a pretty big problem with social anxiety and the thought of being on my own at a big conference away from my home is terrifying. I do know one or two folks personally that will also be attending but for the most part I'm going to be on my own and this is pretty scary. I know that in order to continue to grow as a person/professional that I have to step outside my comfort zone a little bit and do things like this, but it's very challenging and has given me a lot to think about. Or perhaps uncomfortably dwell on is a better way to put it.
Regardless of the second one there I am really looking forward to VMWorld and I think that once I get there and start to get in the swing of things it hopefully will be a great experience. I look forward to awkwardly meeting some other IT pros out there and stumbling through some conversations! If anyone happens to read this prior to the show and is in a similar predicament to me feel free to reach out to me here or on twitter or whatever and perhaps we can meet up during the show and help break the ice and such.
See everyone at VMWorld 2013!